...23rd birthday!!!..

i just turned 23rd last sun..so invited some close frens to my chalet at aloha loyang..it was a memorable celebration!thank you all for coming & sharing my special day with me!=)

hmm..have not been updatinng for a while..hehe...just started a new career in teaching in sept..its already been close to 2 months n im enjoying it!=)lots to learn but a wholesome experience!met lovely colleagues in sch n they always make my day!insyaAllah this new journey will enlighten me and will think positively!yeah!

=)

its definitely not easy to touch my heart just with words,
but those simple yet sincere words
has indeed melt my heart away.

Dying inside to hold you -Timmy Thomas

It's turning out just another day
I took a shower and I went on my way
I stopped there as usual
Had a coffee and pie
When i turned to leave
I couldn't believe my eyes

Standing there i didn't know what to say
Without one touch
We stood there face to face

Chorus
And i was dying inside to hold you
I couldn't believe what i felt for you
Dying inside i was dying inside
But i couldn't bring myself to touch you

You said hello then u asked my name
I didn't know if i should go all the way
Inside i felt my life have really changed
I knew that it would never be the same
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/t/timmy_thomas/dying_inside_to_hold_you.html ]
Standing there i didn't know what to say
First time looked away when i whispered your name

And i was dying indside to hold you
I couldn't believe what i felt for you
Dying inside i was dying inside
But i couldn't bring myself to touch you

And i was dying indside to hold you
I couldn't believe what i felt for you
Dying inside i was dying inside
But i couldn't bring myself to touch you

One hello changed my life
I didn't believe in love at first sight
But you've shown me what is life
And I now i know my love (i know it's coming right)

And i was dying indside to hold you
I couldn't believe what i felt for you
Dying inside i was dying inside
But i couldn't bring myself to touch you

when you are happy,i feel happy too. when you are sad,you can count on me to cheer you up. when something doesn't go your way,you don't get angry that easily but see things in a positive light. when you fall sick,i can't help it but worry for you and i want to be by your side to care for you. now i know what it is like love someone with all your heart.

when you fall sick,my heart doesn't feel good...

...lovely surprise!=)...

haha!!you reali know how to surprise me with this lovely bouquet of flowers!=)

...finally a graduate!...

okay okay..some1 been telling me that i did not update my blog...haha..been busy lately..

just had my convocation!yeah!!finally graduated from 4 years of university life!very fast!!!i didnt know that time would pass by like tt..i can still remember the 1st lecture that i attended..had no friends..alone,waiting for the lecture to start..oh well,but made really great friends..attending lectures n tutorials together..talking about our lecturers..oops!haha..those were the days...n definitely not to forget met some1 special in my life..never did i ever expect=)i guess everything happened in Allah's power..alhamdullilah..just sooo thankful for the blessing and fate=)

its already been 4months now...yap..n still counting insyaAllah=)im taking things positively and enjoying this adventure..=)

just some updates...was offered a permanent appointment as a teacher..went for the briefing but i didnt sign the contract on tt day..i dunno just didnt have the full confidence cos i was still thinking abt other job offers...so dad gave me a good long talk about my choice n i was definitely enlightened to take up the offer..I have already emailed them to inform them about it n insyaAllah will start duty in sept..=)


its already been 3 months!how time past by!haha..i can vividly remember that friday!haha...=)insyaAllah we will stay strong & many more good memories!!

=)

u never fail to make me smile..as always!a surprise!!=p

a msg from daddy:
u passed your NTU kan.
Alhamdullilah pa n ma bangga dgn keputusan awak.U make us happy.Do sujud sukur k Amin.

=)n i gave him a hug juz now=)im really blessed for your blessings n prayers, mummy n daddy!!!love you!!!=)muackzz!

just some updates..haha..lots have been happening for the past month..good things of course!=)im hoping this will last insyaAllah...i guess it must have been fate & god's will..things could turn out differently/same..i dunno...haha..who knows!i guess im blessed with wad is happening around me,happy with things as they are..definitely no regrets!even though all these happened during the exam period, we did put our effort n focus on the exams n hopefully to expect positive exam results!=)

recently just came back from beijing..really an eye opener for me!great experience!its fun to experience a different culture,atmosphere,people,environment..i really learnt alot from the trip n not forgetting a big thank you to dear kai ling for willingly allowed us to stay in her room!!yeah!!!no wonder people like to travel..hmm..time to start saving for next trip!!!hehe..

waiting for final exams results..insyaAllah it will b good so that i can graduate!!!

no news means good news??y does the time pass by so slowly these days..hmm..

...sweet surprise...

the picture says it all=) 1st time ever to receive a bouquet of flowers from a special someone=) didnt expect this surprise!thank you so much!u nv fail to surprise mi with your surprises!=)

...1st time sushi making...

yes!!!the 1st time i made sushi was a success!!!japanese rice bought from isetan was soo yummy!looks nice rght...hehe=)

gud bye 2010 & hello to 2011!!

its already 2011!!!waw!how time pass!!i have been abandoning my blog for a while...haha...exams,holidaes,etc,etc..

im hoping 2011 to be an exciting, unpredictable year cos im graduating this year!!!part of mi feels sad cos no more sch n lectures n part of mi excited to embark into working world..i dunno wads in store for mi in 2011 cos i can onli plan n the rest its up to Him=)

have been thinking about wad happened in my recent experience in relationship..tt has reali taught me a lot & i treat it as an experience...if im unsure of my feelings, then i should not b too emotional and think wads a gd outcome in a relationship..i guess im still nt pro in relationship but oh well, its all in the past & looking forward to better future=)

...squid ink pasta with artichoke n cherry tomatoes...

mummy was curious abt the taste of squid ink pasta so we bought a packet at market place, Paragon...well,there is no taste of squid!haha...but still good!

...creamy mushroom soup

first time i made my own creamy mushroom soup...yummy!

...exams are over!!!...

weee!!!finally exams are over!!!last paper was on monday evening and I had to use my brain power to 'vomit' all the content since the questions were the same as the discussions questions tt my prof discussed...alhamdullilah...my mummy asked how was my paper when i got home & tt question juz made my day...=)

im thinking of my career prospect after i graduate..currently im still sitting on the fence trying to figure out all different possibilities & opportunities..i went to army women's career seminar last sun..was an eye opener for me & im giving a career in the army a thought...i mean there are lots of things tt i can learn & new experiences tt some other jobs might not offer..well,im still planning now...

n ohh..holidaes holidaes holidaes...nd to start my exercise regime!!