..fried bananas..

i made these fried bananas last sun..its been a while since i last make them...yummy!!i shud say i make the yummiest fried bananas..hehe...=)

Some ppl juz cant control n their anger... Serious attitude problem!!아이구!!!

ONE STEP AT A TIME(JORDIN SPARKS)

(this song juz fills muh mind...)

Hurry up and wait so close but so far away
Everything that you've always dreamed of
Close enough for you to taste but you just can't touch

You wanna show the world but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face and the door keeps slamming

Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient, waiting
We live and we learn to take

One step at a time there's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's supposed to happen
That we find the reasons why, one step at a time

You believe and you doubt
You're confused and got it all figured out
Everything that you always wished for
Could be yours, should be yours, would be yours if they only knew

You wanna show the world but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face and the door keeps slamming

Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient, waiting
We live and we learn to take

One step at a time there's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's supposed to happen
That we find the reasons why, one step at a time

When you can't wait any longer
But there's no end in sight
It's the faith that makes you stronger
The only way we get there is one step at a time

Take one step at a time there's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's supposed to happen
That we find the reasons why, one step at a time

One step at a time there's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's supposed to happen
That we find the reasons why, one step at a time

...superb sleepover!!...

oh yeah...had a nice&fun slpover at min's hse ytd!first,mi,yx n kl decided to meet up at bpp to buy snacks for movie marathon...bought sushi n cakes at 50% off,tidbits...n rented some vcds...so wen to min's hse but she wasnt at home yet..waited outside her hse n camwhored a bit...reali2 nice view & it was soo windy!!grr...

we opened presents...haha...they all gave mi presents!!!woho!!!reali2 luv it gals!!!tankiew soo much!!!=)n we ate,chatted,watched the hangover n coraline...we all managed to watch the movies till 3am plus...n b4 we go off juz nw watched ps:i love u...was soooooo fun!!!n i reali enjoyed it la!!tanx for de company la besties!!!muackz2!n yes,we shud hav more slpover!!!hehe....=) love u all!!!=)

...happy birthday to mi!!...

im finally 21!!!jesh!!!was supposed to go out to hav dinner wif family 2dae but postponed to sun...i juz happy to b healthy & living well!!=)
(n i wan to eat royce choc!!!)

tanx are besties for de 'mini surprise'!!!i expect MORE SURPRISES dis fri k...wee!!!=p

...pasta ala italiano!!..

muh pasta..





mum's pasta..


ok..mum mum been eating spagetti for de last 3days!!!serious...cos she love wad i made..hehe=)

...last one..

oh yeah!!!i finally hav 1 more paper nxt wk!!!well,forensic sci paper was ok...real analysis was sooo ok cos de hints muh lecturer gave were tooo much!!all came out seh!no surprise...ok...i've been resting for 2DAYS nw!!!n i hav onli 5chps to study..so i hav plenty of time to study..hehehe...i reali can't wait for exams to end!!!endure..endure!!!=)

...1st paper over...

ok...i juz had muh 1st exam paper of de sem!!gosh...de paper was quite difficult!..even muh fren who is much smarter than mi cant do some qns...so..phew...its gd if a lot of ppl find de paper difficult...gotta focus on other papers...wads done is done...

dad will b gg mecca tml...as usual he's gg to b the officer in charge for a grp gg on a vip package...im soo proud of him even though i did nt tell him...cos he was chosen among others...its quite a lot of work n de responsibility is pretty big...i juz pray tt he can carry out his duties smoothly over there..insyaAllah...
ok,im gg to miss u daddy!=p muackz!!

this is wad happens wen im studying for complex analysis!!..messy..messy...

...wad??!!...

ok..finally wk13 of sem have ended...n its de cumin of exam period...came to sch juz for real analysis final review...wah seh...cum on sat juz for tt!!1st paper will b nxt thurs...full gear in preparation for dis paper...hopefully i will b able to overcum dis exam period...insyaAllah..byk doa& selawat...

(ps: oh yeah..any1 wans to study 2gether drop mi a msg...=))

...count down...

omg!!!i hav abt a wk b4 muh 1st paper!!masyaAllah!!!been trying muh best to study..reali luv to study wif besties....hehe...n we are planning to go holidae in dec!!=)

last fri i officially ended muh voice studies & production module wif a presentation...it was ok...n i guess im reali gonna miss fri lessons...n gonna miss Michael!!!hopefully i ace dis module insyaAllah...super duper put a lot of effort on de portfolio..

im so gonna eat fish everydae...cos supposedly kl sae its gd for de brain...well...i hope...i reali nd de energy & motivation to do well...ok grl!!!ahjja!

(life is short,live each dae to the fullest)

...wkends...

oh yesh..its finally wkends!!but it means im weeks closer to exams!!!man!!

i sempat do duty at zoo 2day..amazing tt i still hav time to go since i have a presentation,complex assignment & protfolio to hand up nxt wk!but i really enjoyed muhself 2dae at de zoo..as usual...tanx Emily!!=) n i realised how amazing Allah is...cos i saw a spider doin its own web...muh 1st time...i tink de spider did abt 3 rounds..n tis sooo efficient!!masyaAllah...im soo amazed at Allah's creation!


some things hav changed now
but i juz don't like it
is it possible to turn back the clock?
so tt everthing will b alrght?
i guess not...
but wad i can do is..
pray to U tt things will get better soon,if not in the future..insyaAllah

...i serious got no time!!...

I juz got back 2 of muh mid term papers..ok i guess..Muz work harder for finals..insyaAllah..spent some time doing muh voice studies module portfolio..nd some touch up & shud b ready for submission..wen out to eat dinner wif family at ah mei cafe at railway mall there..instead of taking de car,we took de bus there..super fun cos we chatted n laughed..reali gd time..even though its rarely tt i eat dinner at 9 plus..but still prata was reali yummy! Time reali flies n i realised tt muh 1st paper will b in less than a mnth time!!i've gotta seriously start or else im gonna b slaughtered in exams!insyaAllah i can pull thru dis tough period & looking forward to holidaes!! Im craving to eat gd quality choc...hmmm...

i juz had an interview for ad hoc com...nt too bad...its been a long time since i last had an interview...so yeah...de interviewers were pretty nice n friendly..whether i get de position tt i wan is another thing..i may/may not get..if ade rezeki InsyaAllah..if not den nvm..=)

im gg to lib tml to study...chiong for real analysis!!!ahjja!!

...juz some thoughts..

yipee!!ytd i earned 10bucks juz by doing some survey...haha..serious...easy $$..hehe..
so, i was on muh way after de survey n de sch cleaner asked mi: u malay?den i said ya..
cos she said sumtimes its diff to tell...which i totally agree!!n she asked mi if studying is difficult..so i said kind of...but she said its gd to study rather den working...

which is sumhw true...i mean i've worked b4 so it can b tiring at times... studyin is hard but we don't nd to reali care abt adult responsibility, $, etc.i'm juz glad tt i'm given de opportunity to study in uni...well,some ppl don't get tt kind of chance...

n ya..de traditional malay thinking is tt :"buat ape blajar tinggi2,kat dapur pon tempat nye..." which means wads de use of getting high education but end up as a housewife..

which i totally dont agree..doesnt mean tt if reali fated to b a housewife,u can't b educated..its gd to hav an education so tt u can teach ur kids,mayb hav a home based business.. n the truth is tt no education means living in s'pore would b tough...

its juz muh thoughts...feel free to drop any thoughts on de tagboard...

(n yeah..i've gotta finish studyin for muh ODE test tml!!!)

...home made hummus!!...

made hummus juz nw...yummy!

...potato salad!...

i made it in de evening...n im gonna bring tml for lunch!=p

...Somewhere Over the Rainbow...

Somewhere over the rainbow
Way up high
And the dreams that you dreamed of
Once in a lullaby
Somewhere over the rainbow
Blue birds fly
And the dreams that you dreamed of
Dreams really do come true ooh ooooh
Someday I'll wish upon a star
Wake up where the clouds are far behind me ee ee eeh
Where trouble melts like lemon drops
High above the chimney tops thats where you'll find me oh
Somewhere over the rainbow bluebirds fly
And the dream that you dare to,why, oh why can't I?



(http://www.stlyrics.com/songs/i/israelkamakawiwoole6157/somewhereovertherainbow239745.html)

...hari raya '09 pics!!...

...cookies!!...

fried mushroom tt i made for muh mama..=)




dis is de 2nd batch of cookies...



1st batch of cookies...

...busy wkend!!...

phew..finally...i baked cookies for 2 daes!!!omg...its soo tiring...i tink its more tiring den studyin..serious...cookies turned out to b great n yummy!!hehe...pics will upload l8r..

since i hav no claz on mon,which is 2dae..i decided to clean muh rm!!!cos hari raya cumin & i was tired after cleaning...threw lotz of unecessary stuff n rubbish...

n ya..i nd to start studyin for mid terms...all mid terms will b after 1wk break which is juz arnd de corner...noo!!!

..mi & cute grl..

as promised,dis is de pic of de adorable little grl tt i talked abt=)

...johor outing AGAIN!!...

haha..since it was a sch holidae for muh other 2 bros n mi & older bro had no sch ytd...we decided to go johor to find hari raya stuff!!!well,de traffic situation wasnt tt bad but still jam...so we head to pasar larkin 1st to look for kerepeks & cakar ayam...muh dad wans it...there were nt many ppl arnd..surprisingly...bought de necessary stuff & we oso got dis snack..its jelly tt was dried under de sun...dunoo wads it called but its a traditional snack...muh mama was soo delighted to c it n we bought a bottle...n its reali gd!!!its difficult to find it arnd..

den we wen to city sq...was kind of early but we walked arnd 1st...i bought an orange top frm reject shop..original price was RM29 but there was 70% discount..so its onli RM8.40!!!can u imagine!!!so cheeappp!!hehe...super gud bargain!!
while waiting to break fast,mi n mama hanged arnd at de prayers rm...there was dis grl wif her mother..while her mother was praying n i was listenin to radio on muh hp..she juz came up to mi n wanted to play games on muh hp!!haha...i didnt mind n i shud say she is a reali cute n smart grl...sooo friendly...=) we took pics but i cant seemd to upload it...n i can upload it onli in sch...mayb tml...hehe...i wish i had a younger sis...=)

...some thought...

ytd wen to habib family restaurant at bb to break fast 2gether after maghrib...food was super gd as usual=)hehe...alhamdullillah..
after dinner we decided to go sheng shiong to buy stuff but muh dad wen shell 1st to refill petrol..while waitin for muh dad,there was this sporty bmw car beside muh dad's car...n de person driving it was an aunty wif her mum..so we were commenting abt de car & talking abt hw cool it was of the aunty & we had dis conversation tt brought mi back to de past:

me: wah!mayb in de future i will bring mama in tt kind of car..we can go shopping..haha

mama: den wad abt ur husband?he might leave u if u always prioritise ur mama...

me: oh well, he shud b understanding...if nt den i can find a husband who is understanding...i mean, u can't find another mother...u onli hav 1 mother in ur lifetime...

bro: ya ..grls are like tt..easy to say but de action nv telly..

me: hey..u can't generalise ok...


so ya...de conversation brought mi to think abt in de past where we were "temporary without parents" cos tt time muh parents wen to perform haj wen i was in pri 4...so muh aunts & relatives took care of us...muh youngest bro was still in nursery...tt time i had to take care of him even though muh aunts were given de responsibilities to take care of us..i mean its diff wen ur aunts take care of u & ur parents take care of u...n i can still rmbr tt every nite i would cry b4 i slp cos i badly missed muh parents...nw,i hav dis thought of wad if muh parents were gone forever?wad will happen to us?these thoughts came to muh mind after tt conversation...
nw i realised de importance of having parents arnd...so,i must treasure their presence & prioritise them 1st before frens...n to respect them always no matter wad...Alhamdullilah,i felt reali blessed to have muh parents naggin at mi though sometimes it kind of sound irritating but it shows tt they care for us...

엄마 , 아빠... 사 랑 해 !!!!

...food that i made...

okay..i promised tt i will upload some pics of food tt i made...here it its!!yummy!!






spicy rice cake..i made it ytd...



okay..i didnt make this but i helped muh dad to cut it..its roti boyan

fried soba..muh mummy loves it!!!i juz had this ytd...=)

japchae(korean vermicelli)-yummy too!!!haha

...wads up wif blog...

i wanted to upload a pic but i dunno y blogger don hav the tab to uplaod pics...hmmm...i made dis soba noodles last thurs b4 claz started..oh well,mayb nxt time i will upload=)

im soo happy tt Ramadan is finally here!!!a month of fasting & doing more2 gd deeds...1st dae of Ramadan juz ended..i reali luv the Ramadan atmosphere..MashaAllah...its soo diff n nice..iftar wif family 2gether,solat terawih,sahur...i mean its onli durin Ramadan tt we can do all tt rght...n time for mi to be spiritually closer to Allah..insyaAllah..looking 4ward to every Ramadan daes!=)

...wohoo...

haha...nw i can finally update muh blog on ipod touch!wee...juz testing...keke=)

...wk 1 of sch...

finally the start of wk 1 of sem1,yr3...core modules ok so far...haha..dunno wks to cum hw hectic it will b...i reali luv muh complex analysis lecturer!!haha..he has nice hair..i wonder wad shampoo & conditioner he use...muahaha...so straight & silky...wah!!!n his lec is pretty understandable & clear..ok..his hair...aww....ok..stop it afnie!!haha...

i slept halfway durin ODE lec...ok..since it was after lunch...sooo sleepy...n muh lecturer to look like muh jc math teacher, David Chia!!!haha...reali..de way he dress & his look.....so funi...

had muh prayers in sch at north spine musolah...there were some grls talkin loudly while ppl were prayin...i mean, its basic courtesy & respect tt when ppl are prayin,we shud not talk too loudly..they could hav gone outside to talk...im not tryin to criticise others cos i don tink i hav de rght to do so...im juz taking this as a lesson & to improve muhself...

oh well, i ended quite late juz nw...elective lec ended at 7 plus...interesting module to take..HP802: working in the 21st century....quite relevant to wad i will b going thru after i graduate...at least i will learn something practical out of the module...=)

hope to survive dis sem & do well!!!insyaAllah

...home made kimchi & minestrone soup again!!...

i actually wanted to post de picture of de kimchi tt i made muhself a long time ago but was too busy to do so...so here it is!!!this is muh 2nd time making kimchi on muh own...n more to come i guess...=)





ok...so last fri i made minestrone soup again...as requested by muh mama..she reali love it!!!hehe...its realy simple to make & healthy...any1 who wans muh recipe can juz ask mi..no prob..n accompanying the soup is garlic bread alos made by mi!!!haha...yummy!

...happy birthdae papa!!!...

today is muh dad's birthdae!!!mi,mama & papa wen out to eat at komala villas n bought food to cook dinner since rest of muh siblings wen to sch...mum cooked clams, sweet & sour crab n fish...yummy!!!=)
i brought cake frm prima deli & papa luved our presents!!!haha....I LUV U PAPA!!!MUACKZZ!!!

yummy cake!!!!

...foc camp!!...

i came back frm qk camp ytd..didnt stay for 3days...woohooo!!!i REALI REALI had a fun time!!met nice ppl...we ar sooo gonna meet up in sch..hav lunch & tok!!!can't wait!!!de freshies were very very SEMANGAT & ENTHU!!!n i tink they had lotz of fun!!saw khai,mus n zakee but we didnt reali tok much cos im busy wif games..n oso saw sum1 frm pj...haha...tok to him for a while at de water cooler on muh way back to sac..he wasnt sure hu i was but after a short intro he finally realised we were frm same jc!!haha...

1st dae:
i had to be an usher..was stationed at love bridge...i was totally bored wen there were no freshies cumin frm tt bus stop...haha...cos i tink most of them stopped at de nxt bus stop which is nearer to sac...after usherin we wen back to sac where all freshies were gathered..they played games n we SMs formed a grp n played games..=)

at nite, i was stationed at canteen A garden as a veggie seller....n i was officially a MAKCIK JUAL SAYUR!!gosh...so embarrassing seh...n some freshies recognised mi n muh other fren as MAKCIK JUAL SAYUR...it was a gd thing in a way cos we succeeded in protraying our character...=p i totally didnt noe de canteen A garden existed n it was a nice n calm place...kind of romantic oso but there was no wind..too bad...mi n muh fren were bored while waitin for de grps to arrive so we made a song wif lemon tree song as de tune..cos the grps nd to eat cabbage b4 we gave them de clues...we had a gd laugh!!here it goes..

cili merah,cili hijau
segar bugar
sedap dimakan
mari-mari warriors
...(this line i 4got wad it was..haha)


warriors-warriors marilah datang
jangan malu-malu
kita tak makan
kita hanya mintak
makankan kobis kita


2nd dae:
i was stationed at mazy touchy a game where 4 blindfolded freshies had to maneuver around de obstacles and collect a marble from a tin...they were guided by remainin grp members without calling their names...the disgustin thing is tt in the tin,there were things like noodles in old,quacker oats..so it wasnt tt easy to retrieve the marble....hehehe...muh job was to distract the blindfolded freshies & surprisingly alot of them were confused & followed wad i said...kekeke...it was superb fun & one of the freshies even pulled mi away to prevent mi frm disturbin de game....muahaha!!

dinner was cool cos i ate wif 2 other frens..we ate makan berdulang & i ate quite a lot!!yummy!!!wen home after dinner wif nasyita & nisa...had a little gossipin session among us on de way home...hehehe....fifa was sad tt we left n we had a grp hug!!awww....we ar soo gonna meet up again!!!

im sooo totally enjoyed dis camp!!!met great frens & best of all gud memories tt i will always remember=)

...birthday cake/card...

im makin dis huge birthday card/cake for muh dad's birthday...i luv it!!!haha..cos i made it!!!dee...its 90% complete..plannin to finish it l8r...insyaAllah...n i cant wait for camp tml!!=)





photos of mama & papa...


dad: past,present...









papa & us...





dis is hw de birthdae cake/card looks like...cool ha...

...harry potter & johor outin again!!...

wen to city sq to watch harry potter wif muh mummy...de show was ok...nt tt great i tink....had breakfast at coffee bean..de barista was a bit erhm...funi...cos he kept on smilin wen i collected de order...
n i felt really2 tired after i wen home...dunno y...i wonder where those ppl who everydae had to make a trip in & out of s'pore thru de causeway get their energy frm...

n juz nw had foc briefing session...felt sleepy but had a gd laughter wif frens...hehe..can't wait for de actual camp..yipee!!n i nd to find props for muh station!!

was busy lookin for pics of muh dad...finally i decided to make sumthin for muh dad cos his birthdae is cumin up...its nice lookin at old pics n reminiscence de past...so i decided to make a photo collage wif pics of him wen he was young,older and wif us..i hav like less den a mnth to finish it n hope to complete by 30thjuly cos will b goin for foc camp on 31stjuly...n i nd to buy all de stuff by dis wk n start asap!!fightin!

The difference between the impossible and the possible lies in a person's determination
- Tommy Lasorda

...mock foc camp...

juz wen for de mock foc camp in ntu...reali2 enjoyed muhself thru out de camp!!met lots of frens & had lotz of fun!!though it was a bit tirin cos its been a long time since i last wen for any camp...de commitee were great & i felt reali welcumed...great job guys!!its a gd way to meet more malay frens & forge bonds..n i cant wait for de actual camp itself!!it will rock man!!insyaAllah..

n yesh!!i finally got a new hp!!its samsung SGH-F480...quite ok so far...hopefully it will be nice to use & user friendly..=)hehe

holidaes ar reali fun!!!haha...last wk wen out wif uni mates to the s'pore flyer...its a gd thing we bought de $10 tix cos de ride was onli ok...hmm..nt much to c though...i mean wif de IR still building n we can onli constructions & sky scrapers...i wish to ride the london eye..at least there ar things to c..i hope..insyaAllah..1 day wen i hav de will & money...oh well,so we ate at popeyes..had a super long chat wif charlyn & jovi...tok abt anythin under de sun...was super duper nice & enjoyable..=)
& last sat wen for another zoolympix volunteer...was much more fun den de previous 1 cos had work to do & ppl arnd mi were great!!n ate ben&jerrys ice cream again wif dear volunteer frens...yummy!

will b goin for foc mock camp in ntu...well,it was supposed to b an overnight camp but due to the H1N1, de plan was changed to day camp...n i nd to wake up early on sat & sun..urghh...but oh well,dad says he will be sendin & fetchin mi...so phew...hope tt de camp will b fun...insyaAllah...=p

...zoolympix '09...

volunteered for zoolympix at de zoo juz nw...had to wake up at 7am but i reached de zoo a bit l8r den 8.30am cos de bus was late!!ok..so it was a gd thing tt muh station was near de entrance..so i didnt hav to walk too far...well,there were 5 of us...all grls...managed to make some frens which was a gd thing..n we clicked quite well...but gosh..de place was soo hot!!no fan & ventilation!!it was practically a sauna there...but yup..was quite ok since there were quite a lot of kids tryin out de game..n lunch was a bit sucky...its edible but well..if we ar nt too picky abt food,its still edible..n a gd thing muh dad picked mi up..haha..cos i was feelin tired n sticky...so i chao early..hehehe...took a cold shower at home which was sooo shiok!!haha...n i can't text msg on muh hp..nd to go servicin tml..haiz...=(

...johor outing...

oh yes...haven been updating muhself for a while bcos im lazy to on de com...haha..been reali free dis holidaes...so yeah..ytd i drove muh mummy to de market...its funi tt muh mum loves to go to de market at jurong n nt near our house...well,usually muh dad brings muh mummy to the market but dad is currently nt in s'pore...will b back on mon...tts y..

den mi n muh mum decided to go city square at johor..had wanted to ask 2 bros along but they had other plans...didnt drive there cos im nt too confident of driving outside of s'pore yet...so we took de bus there...its de 1st time we wen there without muh bros...once we reached there,we realised a lot of changes at city square...more restaurants, shops...till we don't noe wad to eat!haha...had super lots of fun walkin arnd de mall..n ate lots of yummy food!baskin&robbins ice cream,kaya toast & fav ice milk tea at old town coffee..n i did bought a top at fos..de clothes there ar reali cheap & lots of variety...
juz to share sumthing...while mi & muh mum were eatin ice cream at baskin&robbins, she told mi abt de sales guy at the body shop hu quickly came over to mi wen i walked it...i didnt realised tt cos i was busy lookin at de products...its funi tt muh mum notice such things..had a gd laugh over it wen she told mi...haha...well,im nt de kind hu will flirt wif guys...cos i noe muh limit & tt wad i am...oh well..it was a fun trip& i wanna go shopping again!!haha

...giraffe feeding...

its amazin tt i wen to de zoo for 2 daes!ytd i had zoolympix training & 2dae i attended a volunteer talk..de talk 2dae was super short & i fed the giraffe called growie!!haha...he's such a beautiful animal cos i got to see growie up close...n ya..growie licked muh hand..urgh...n growie has a sticky blue-black tongue..haha..but it was a fun experience to feed de giraffe!

dad is goin overseas tml for 2 wks..so yeah...sendin him off tml at de airport...n yesh!!i get to use muh dad's car!!hehe=p

a wonderful time wif a cup of cappucino + a novel + listening to music on ipod touch

...homemade kimchi...

i made dis kimchi 2 daes ago...haha...its yummy=p

...minestrone soup & salad...

ytd i made a reali healthy salad..veri simple dressing (olive oil,apple cider vinegar,salt,black pepper & lemon juice)...its reali yummy..been makin dis salad for quite a while n its reali filling..den i oso made minestrone soup..frm scratch..nt frm tin..haha..n muh mummy said its reali delicious...she gave mi 10/10...hehe..i tink cooking its quite simple...u juz gotta put ur heart & soul into wad u cook=p...n for de soup i didnt follow any recipe book..juz made it after watchin a few cookin shows...n no measurements...haha...well,they say tt a gd cook don nd exact measurements..its matter of feeling & noe de rght amt...so yeap..ytd was a cookin dae for mi!n im goin to make choc muffins!!soon...hehe..

Afnie's minestrone soup!

Afnie's healthy salad!

...its soo sinful!!...

wen out wif mummy to family court...cos she wanna accompany her fren there...but b4 tt we had breakfast at kfc..tried de waffle meal...was quite gd..haha..stopped by at plaza sing cos i wanna buy some threads n ribbons for muh bookmark projects..finished 8 bookmarks but i totally 4got to buy papers!!so blur sotong!will upload de pics of de completed bookmarks on fb after i give out de bookmarks cos it will b a surprise!!hehehe...n i hav a new cross stitch project for muh aunt&uncle...

b4 mi n mummy wen back home, we wen to lot1 to hav lunch at pizza hut...n de choc cake wif ice cream was super duper yummy!!!gosh...pic below...haha...i shud say more exercise for mi ever since the melaka trip!!its so hard not to say no to all dis gd food but bad 4 ur weight..haha...oh well, i will still eat it but nt too often though..=p
n im gonna make minestrone soup tml!!hope it will turn out to b yummy!



(don't dis juz make u drool???!)

...melaka trip!!...

wen to melaka for a short holidae trip wif family over de wkends...had a blast!!haha...though it was a short holidae..i haf fun wif muh family n made us closer...=p...n i shopped a bit..bought some tops..hehe..n ate lots of gd food!!i tink i gained some weight...haha..oh well,nvm..i can exercise durin de holidaes...=p oh yes..pics ar on fb...

juz nw wen to watch a rudby match...it was a final bet jjc n pjc..muh bro was in the pjc team..so wen there to support him..n oso to support pjc...haha..as an ex pjc,hu wouldnt miss dis chance of rooting for pj?n yesh...pjc won!!!i tink de score was 7-5...if im nt wrong la...it was an excitin n cool match...pjc had lots of supporters..n saw a few ex pj rudby players...overall,thumbs up to pj!!=p

...i hate mask wearin!!...

ytd i wen to donate blood at bugis nlb...de 1st thing de nurse did to mi was to take muh temp..den i had to wear a mask which was soo nt comfortable!!urrgh..but had no choice cos if de influenza H1N1...so yap...dis time i passed de iron test!phew..if nt i cant donate....hehe...after de donation i quickly took off de mask...phew...de nlb there was reali cool...there were lotz of cross stitch book which i love!!took some time to flip thru n borrowed 2 books...after which i wen to spotlight at plaza sing to get threads for cross stitch...bought a lot..nearly cost mi 30bucks..haha...den i wen imm to get muh aunt's present...wen home n felt reali tired after de trip...n im in de process of muh mini cross stitch project...yippee!

...yeah!!finally!!...

exams finally over!!!yeah!!haha..was too tired ytd to update..haha..had a headache wen i reached home...oh well...ytd's calculus paper was ok....muh lecturer even uploaded de solutions for the exam paper...gosh...so mi n uni mates wen to jp n ate sundaes at swensens..yummy!!i tink its de 1st time tt we wen out as a grp after like wad 1yr?haha..ot was fun...stress all gone n its time to enjoy holidaes!!!act 2dae im supposed to meet wif kl n min2...but had to accompany muh mummy 2dae to de clinic....n i cooked!!haha...juz simple dish for dinner..a soup n veg...ok la...wen lot1 to buy groceries after i sent mummy home...i juz felt like a housewife...haha...told muh dad abt de trip by ntu to vietnam in july..still considerin...=p

...maggie affair...

i noe im supposed to b studyin for muh last paper..haha..but decided to take a v short break...reali...so yap...juz watched a bit of the final tennis match in barcelona...n once again, muh idol player won!!!hehe...so yap...wanted to cont studyin after i watched de match but little bro asked mi to cook maggie....again...well,wen one asked to cook maggie..de rest follows!haha..so i juz cooked 3 packets of maggie for bros who love midnite supper...well,im nt a supper person so i didnt eat even though de smell of freshly cooked maggie is sooo temptin..haha...oh well, n i had to cook accordin to their preferences:little bro likes it wif less gravy, 2nd bro likes it wif half cooked egg,n eldest bro likes it as long as its edible...haha...ok2..enuf of maggie..off to muggin!!n i reali cant wait for tue to b over!!!1 more dae to go!!!

...exam swing...

i tink exam periods are the times wen all de mood swing juz struck u by surprise...i juz dunno y i felt so pissed at times wif anything...even small matters like muh mum hu doesnt wan to cook for mi sugee cos i wanna eat it...she sae she's tired...haiz..fine...oh well,i reali juz cant wait for nxt tue...hopefully exam mood swings don't haunt mi everytime i hav exams...urgh...
hang in there grl...it will soon b over!!!

...i wan to...

well,i will b finishin exams soon...n i hav soo much time to spend..haha..here are some of the things i wanna do durin holidaes...=)

1. eat ice cream wif uni mates!!!tt will b after our calculus paper..hehe
2. find a job...if possible..i mean econ is so bad..i wonder if i can still find a job..hmm
3. volunteer for zoolympics at de zoo..yeah!!n do more ca duties
4. go out wif frens..tt is a must!
5. cont cross stitch...i tot of makin bookmarks for close frens..hehe...
6. go for timberland shoe sale..i wanna get a pumps...a gd one..(too bad i didnt get anythin..)
7. go for a short holidae trip to malacca wif family on vesak dae...its under plannin..
8. ride de flyer wif uni mates b4 charlyn fly off to usa!!cos students hav discounts..hehe
9. bake some muffins...i juz got dis easy recipe frm a bk in popular..didnt buy de book..i took a pic of de recipe..haha...lol
10. i was tinkin of making a cookbook of muh mum's recipes...i tink dis take a long time but i will start planning..
11. tidy up muh desk..its quite messy wif notes n bks..
12. read novels...i reali wan to read novels cos been quite busy wif sch work..
13. exercise!!haha..mayb go joggin or swimmin...try to drag along muh mum...
14. watch movies wif frens!!its been a while since i watched movies at de cinema..

hopefully i can do all de stuff tt i listed...if not all den most..can't wait for holidaes!!in de meantime time to mug!!!

...some updates n off to mug!!...

i juz ended muh cs and def sci papers juz nw...was ok i guess...shud b able to pass def sci since its pass/fail module...n i SUed cs..so shud b ok i guess...insyaAllah=p...juz had a nice coolin bath n im watchin tennis match...cos its muh fav player playin!!nadal!!haha...ok..i noe im supposed to b muggin but i shud take some rest 2nite b4 i will cont muggin tml for muh remainin 2 core papers...n will watch csi l8r at 10pm on cable..hehe....amazingly i finished 3 papers on 2 days...phew...2 more to go n lookin forward to last dae of paper cos mi n uni mates gonna eat ice cream!!hehe....waitin for tt dae in 2 ws time...ok la..won't b updatin till muh last paper..gonna burn midnite oil to study for 2 remaning papers...아짜!

...its now mi,muh lec notes n txtbks!!...

its been a while since i update..ok2..been busy wif projects...finally its over!!!all projects!!!yeah!!!haha...n nw time to conc on exams...n its nxt wk!!!argh!!!muh 1st paper will b acct...which luckily i SUed it..phew...if nt im gonna go crazy studyin for it....oh well,will b muggin a lot till last paper which will b on 28april...cant wait for tt dae cos mi n uni mates will b goin to eat ice cream after tt!!!haha...ok la...will update after exams..but for now...im in a muggin mode..=_=

If I should be so bold
I’d ask you to hold my heart in your hand
I’d tell you from the start how I longed to be your girl
But I never said a word
I guess I’ve gone and missed my chance again

(taken from Jason Mraz: If It Kills Me)

...9.9??...

ytd i wen to bloodbank@HSA to donate blood..de weather was terribly hot...n the place was quite cold...so the usual registration n medical screening...n guess wad..wen the doc took muh temp,it ws 37.7 degrees!i was quite shocked...so ya..the doc was nice,she told mi to wait for a while cos it might b due to the hot weather...so ya..n muh 2nd temp was still 37.7!!haha..so i wen out to drink some water to cool down..n muh 3rd temp was 37.4!haha..phew...so cleared tt...so i had to check for muh iron level...n it was onli 9.9!!!de min is 10.5 so tt i can donate..=(hmm...oh well, wen to c de same doc again n she gave some iron tablets to take..lol...haha...wad a wasted trip but de doc was reali nice...hehe...n i saw a Ferrari stopped in front of mi while i was waiting for the bus!!!haha..didnt manage to snap a pic cos i was admiring the beauty of the car..wah!!..reali cool car...
took 174 to plaza sing...walked arnd since its been a while i wen window shoppin...wanted to buy this korean drama series called women in the sun but it was a bit ex...will wait wen the price drops..hehe...
i told muh mum abt muh low iron level n she nagged at mi..cos recently i hav been cuttin dwn on muh food intake...lol...i try not to eat too much...n eat more veg...oh well, she say she will buy mi chicken liver to eat since it contains a lot of iron n i love to eat them!!!=p can't wait for the nxt blood donation!!
muh fav aunt&uncle came to muh house ytd....muh uncle recently came back frm Philippines n he got mi dis china brand hp..haha...quite cool cos it has tv!!de functions ar nt bad...haha...oh well,its free gift...=p
(n i might b goin langkawi for holiday in june!!wee!!!mayb...still under planning..)

...i am still thinking...

i am still thinking..
i made a decision in the past..
tt could change muh happiness..
my life...
did i regret muh decision?
mayb
mayb not..
i dunno hw muh heart feels...
i am still thinking...

...an accident made me realise...

i was on muh way home at 5 plus juz nw...den i heard dis loud brake sound..so i turned arnd n saw dis boi fell on de ground wif his bicycle.near him was a mercedes taxi and de driver came out to check de boi..i shud say de boi was lucky...he might onli suffer minor scratches n he can still get up n rode on his bicycle after tt...i tink de driver managed to stop on time & prevent from hitting de boi...reali...de boi is lucky to b alive...if not...i dunno...mayb he might suffer serious injuries...hu noes...

dis accident made me realise tt life is precious...i mean..u nv noe wad will happen in de nxt min /sec...things may happen for a reason n it was an eye opener for mi...i shud treasure muh life n make full use of every moment...any1's life is vulnerable to unexpected happenings tt no 1 could predict.. n i shud b careful everytime i cross roads...double check b4 i cross...cherish life to de fullest!=)

...i wonder...

sometimes i juz wonder...
y my heart feels dis way...
shugs..
how i wish i could understand wad my heart is telling mi..
so i wont think too much about it...

im super duper busy...haha...wif preparation for quiz on dis sat to completin muh mathematical report n 1st draft of academic writing report...time seems to fly in a split sec....n i will nv get back the time tt was gone in the past wks...oh well,had def sci lec juz nw...tot it would be interestin cos de topic was abt computational modelling..but it was a dissappointment..=(couldnt understand wad de lecturer was toking..duh...so i discussed calculus qns wif jovi..haha..at least time was nt wasted......alrght... gotta contd studyin for calculus mid term!chao!

...another wk gone...

i seriously think tt each wk is passing by v fast...wk 8 gone..n few more wks left to exam!!argh!!so well,wen for zoo trainin last sat...new stations:himadrayas baboon n reptile gardens..act i was kind of hesitant to go cos i HATE SNAKES!!it freaks mi out!!but lucky we don nd to handle snakes...phew...relief..so ya..met some cool frens..4got to get their no.s..as usual...got to touch a real snake..was ok...n saw a snake ate a rat..its lucky tt de rats nt alive...its interesting to noe more abt reptiles n baboons..i mean most of us wouldnt like them cos they scared us n stuff...but it was reali an eye opener for mi...had lunch at kfc...which was crowded...n there were baby guinea pigs n rabbits at RFKW!!!argh!!!didnt take a pic though but mayb dis sat...n eric,the zookeeper don let mi n emily carry them cos we were nt on duty...so sad...oh well..de zoo was crowded...n it rained in the evening..ended trainin early n ate b&j ice cream after trainin!!yummy!!
dad fetched mi cos muh family wanted to go sembawang shopping centre...every1 wen..amazingly...so yeah...there were nothin much there..but i managed to get a black top which was on sale..tanx mum!!so after tt we wen to sembawang park cos its been a long time since we wen there...after which we wen to pray at dis mosque near there ..i didnt noe tt mosque existed...den had dinner at bb...enjoyed muh sat even though felt tired....

...jason mraz concert!!!...

ytd was jason mraz's concert!!!decided nt to go for cs lec n hw tut..haha..so yeah..dad sent mi n muh bro to de indoor stadium...had dinner 1st at geylang bahru...amazingly i ate soup kambing!!well,i don reali fancy lamb cos there is a distinct smell..but dis was a exception...it was yummy!!no smell or strong taste of lamb at all...n de soup was superb!!
the concert was a blast!!!haha..1st time watched a live concert...was worth de money..hehe..managed to get side seats...ok la...we can de de side of the stage n there was a big screen on our rght...pics n videos on fb...cool concert!!yippee!!=)

...flyer pics...

here are the flyer trip pics tt i wanted to upload..


muh lovely parents=)



the f1 grand stand!!so cool to c it..



background is the flyer...

...kiasuism...

recently STB decided to give out 2009 tickets as a pormotion to 4places eg. S'pore flyer...we juz hav to sms 2009 to 79777 n received a msg back...well,i did n mi,muh bro,n muh parents decided to go ytd...we tot we were early but there were already abt 1000 ppl queuing up for the tickets at the s'pore flyer!!!de queue omg was horrible..we were told tt onli 500 tickets will be given out n we noe tt we don hav a chance..i mean..typical s'poreans if there's free things im sure we dont wan to miss it...so well,was kind of dissappointed cos i wanted to ride on the flyer...but wad to do...haha...so we juz walked around de area n wen to the f1 grand stand...it was such a cool place...walked on the track where de night race was held..hehe..took some pics though but lazy to upload...oh well,mayb sum other time den...=)

...i wan to go sumwhere far,away frm assignments!..

Assignments ar reali killing mi!!!i tink dis sem is super duper busy wif projects n i reali hav little time... ARGH!!!i seriously feel tt dis sem is de hardest so far..haiz...

God please help mi...
give mi strength to carry on
n let this difficult period be a blessing in disguise
i reali hope i have de energy to finish all muh work

sometimes i juz thought of gettin away frm dis hectic life..mayb go to de beach n enjoy nature..but oh well..wad to do?dis is life n i gotta carry on no matter wad...Insyaallah i will hav strong will to overcome dis difficulty...

...wad a test...

had mas 314-numerical analysis 1 lab test ytd..haiz...it was se 1st worst test..urgh...though i studied for it sumhw i 4got abt sumthings...even jovi felt sad over it...oh well,all is God's willing...insyaAllah will pass..on wed wen home super late...reached home at abt 10plus cos had project meetin...well,i tink we could finished early juz tt we were nt focus...so yeah..act had wanted to send mus off at de airport but oh well..project meetin...n durin 212 lec we used clicker...was funi cos muh lecturer asked us to vote for his facebook pic..we were like duh..n i spotted a mistake in his lec slides..was tellin charlyn abt it durin lec n a guy sittin in front told de lecturer abt de same mistake..n de lecturer will give out a bar of choc if we spot de mistake n put it up on discussion board...so jovi brought her laptop n i decided to upload de mistake..n there was dis guy who replied on de discussion board...he said tt he thought some1 spotted de mistake 1st durin lec n he is a scholar...i was like wad de....so he thinks tt onli a scholar can spot de mistake issit?i was sort of pissed by his sarcastic remark...i tink it was sarcastic...i tot of replyin him sayin so wad if he's a scholar?a non scholar cant spot mistakes issit??!!so ya..i didnt or mayb he wanted to upload de mistake but already saw i did it...n was bein a sour grape..hu noes...so yeah...n muh lecturer replied:1st cum 1st serve..haha...

...safarizoorun...

ytd was de safarizoorun..haha..planned to meet up wif emily at de zoo bus stop at 3 cos scared de bus will b crowded..well,i managed to reached early but de bus was still crowded...so yeah..i tink there were abt 6000ppl who attended de run...we deposited our bags at de bag pt...did some warm up n ate banana for energy..lol..n woreour bibs...n took lotz of pics!!!haha..i tink emily will post it on facebook..so yap..they had diff areas for diff categories of run:elite runners,normal runners & fun run..well,we decided to be in de elite runners categories juz for fun..haha..so flag off was at 4pm...ran in de nite safari 1st...n there lotz of uphill n dwnhill slopes...i ran & walked...haha...we didnt get to c de animals at de nite safari cos de animals were kept in de cages..runnin in de zoo was much better cos i got to c de animals n there were still many visitors despite it was arnd evenin time...n i managed to complete in 56mins!haha..i tink ok la since i didnt reali train for de run..hehe..so after de run wen to get milo n chit chat wif emily at kfc cos it was so warm n crowded..we decided to stay for de lucky draw cos hu noes our nos might calledup..it was fun cos quite a lot of nos called up but de participants were nt present to collect de prize n we had better chance..lol..so yeah didnt win anythin but de run was superb enjoyable!=)wish to go for such runs again..hehe

...workin at de zoo!!...

been workin at de zoo on sat n sun...haha...quite ok la...considerin de job wasnt tt hard...stationed at a booth tt showcased cow-related specimens & cow origami...didnt do much talkin explainin de specimens cos there was some1 oreadi doin de tokin...so yap...prefer to teach kids to make origami...learnt interestin n fun facts abt some animals n learnt hw to make cow origami...will buy origami papers n upload pics of it=)n made reali cool frens...1 frm japan,3 other volunteers..had soo much fun...n sun ate ben&jerry's ice cream!!sum1's treat!!hehe...i wonder if i get to do such jobs again?hmm...well,if they nd ppl im in!

ytd wen swimmin wif jovi at de campus's swimming pool rght after our mas314 lec...it wasnt open till 11am so we slowly changed...luv de weather ytd cos it was so sunny...managed to swim 5laps...felt so gd after de swim cos its been a while since i wen swimmin...so we will make it a point to go swimmin once every 2wks wen we don hav lab...n its foc...hehe...after de swim had lunch at nie canteen...bought fruits after tt cos we felt de friuts were much cheaper compared to other canteens in ntu...there was oso a bazaar...so i bought green tea sweets n a pack of organic tea...luv it!

...no clue...

been feelin sick for a while..tts y i didnt update muh blog...had flu n sore throat last wed...still wen to sch though...n last thurs was de worst..cos had a tut..n de tut rm was soo cold...had nose blog n wasnt feelin gd...n had cs802 lec...but i managed to leave early....n wen imm even though i was sick cos muh mum wanted to eat california roll frm hei sushi...but dad picked mi up though....den fri was still bad...onli managed to go for numerical analysis tut n accounting tut...but wasnt listenin attentively...so wen home after tt n took a nap...tot it will b ok after some rest n medicine..but had fever on sat...urgh...yeah...did nt hav de appetite to eat...=(n i onli managed to recover on sun....i tink God is lookin after mi wen God made mi sick..its been a while since i was sick dis bad....but Thank God..alhamdullilah...im feelin better n will take care of muhself better frm nw on....
wen to work at de zoo ytd....was stationed at de booth..there was a display of cow-related specimens n cow origami...learnt hw to make some...hehe....moo...so yap...made new frens...it was fun though there were lotz of ppl at de zoo...n punchin cards was fun..hehe..muh 1st time....will b doin it again dis cumin sat&sun...hehe....plus had free lunch though it wasnt tt fantastic but edible....so yeah...gotta finish up a proposal n online quizzes...better start workin!

...~mooo~...

wen to collect the safari zoo run entry pack at velocity ytd...lucky the queue wasnt tt long..phew..yup...ordered the personalised cert..cant wait to go!!den after tt wen to zoo for enrichment talk...was ok la...met new frens...too bad didnt get her hp no...lol...nvm...n was offered to work at the zoo for 1 dae durin de 2nd dae of chinese new yr...yeah!!n booked tickets to jason mraz's concert!!wooohooo!!yeah!!tanx charlyn!=0

new running shoes!

had wanted to get a new runnin shoes...wen queensway ytd but no parking..so wen queensway juz nw wif dad to get muh new runnin shoes...came earlier..so walked arnd...didnt noe which 1 to choose..haha..cos there ar soo many varieties!so waited for dad n walked arnd lookin...tried an adidas shoe but didnt like de fitting design..n de salegrl was so grumpy...didnt like it..finally saw dis shop..wen in n de person recommended some...tried de saucony jazz 12 wide...liked it...was over 100bucks..after discount though..but haha..got sponsor frm dad=)mayb i will try runnin wif it tml evenin...hehe...

...2nd cross stitch project!...

finally...muh 2nd masterpiece frm cross stitch!!cute rght?de pic is frm a bk i borrowed frm lib...took a dae to make it...used it for bookmark for muh organiser...haha...well,i did finish muh 1st masterpiece but i cant upload it cos it will b a surprise gift for sum1..hehe..

...feelin sick...

was supposed to go for lec 2dae..but last nite was feelin super sick...i was practically shiverin at nite..which i dunno y...wen home late last nite bcos class ended at 7.30...n was havin dis terrible headache...felt as though something heavy was on muh head...since there was no more panadol at home,i ate kids panadol instead..tot will feel much better after some sleep but not...so tts y didnt go for lec...n 2dae is ws's birthdae..was supposed to meet up after lec at jp for dinner to celebrate ws's birthdae but cant make it..sori peeps!so yap,stayed at home n did some cross stitch..n felt irritated cos de neighbor living upstairs was makin a lot of noise...so noisy...muh dad told dem twice to b more considerate but i tink it fell on deaf ears...hmm...there should b somethin to stop those noises...but wad?i always get a mornin wake up call frm de thumpin of feets early mornin...haiz...hopefully it will stop soon or muh parents might take drastic measures...hu noes...

...fetch yx frm airport!...

wen to fetch yx frm de airport on mon...her flight was at 9pm...so fetchin her was a last minute plan..lol..so yeah..i drove to t3..act we didnt noe which terminal or wad her flight no.was...so min called her home..but no 1 answered..but l8r got a call frm yx's mum cos de call was diverted to de hp...n yeah...was kind of early...so wen to popeyes to eat...den we walked arnd cos her flight have nt landed yet...took pics!!hehe..cool windmill..den wen to cocoa trees to lok at chocs!!so we decided to get yx a welcum gift...n there was dis huge m&m soft toy...so cute..hw i wish i could brin it back to hug!hehe..yeah..so met up wif yx's parents n bro..mi,min n kl wanted to give yx a surprise but she surprised us instead!lol..cos we were occupied tokin to one another..hehe...lovely pics below..=)

oh well...new 2009 is here!!!i cant believe tt 2008 pass by so quickly..hope 2009 will b better n somethin diff awaits mi!=)so yeah..been busy wif ca duties at de zoo...finally finished 6duties last tue..on mon did duty alone..was super borin...lol...but at least those kids who wanted to pat de guinea pig named tahpao kept mi occupied...n wen back to de entrance by de tram...haha..on tue did duty wif emily...was much better cos we tok alot...n yeah..there was dis grl who hurt her chin...poor her...so yap..a lot of kids pat tahpao..n there was dis small boi who pat tahpao too hard n he madedis small squeal!haha...n tok to eric...i luv arabella!!she's such a lovely farrabella...=)n ate callipo tube on de way back..been wantin to eat it for a while..hehe...den wen out wif dear kl to imm...was supposed to meet her at arnd 2plus...i reached oreadi n she was still at home..omg..so yeah..we at steamboat at banquet...den walk2....bought a 2/4pants frm bossini at half price,a top frm fox at 50% off too!de other time kl bought a top at 30% but she managed to get a sweater top tt she wanted to buy..haha...n den wen lot1 to look at tops at cotton on...wanted to buy a sweater top but cant mix...so yeah...had super fun..hehe=)

will update soon!!cos im goin out nw!!hehe=)