If I should be so bold
I’d ask you to hold my heart in your hand
I’d tell you from the start how I longed to be your girl
But I never said a word
I guess I’ve gone and missed my chance again

(taken from Jason Mraz: If It Kills Me)

...9.9??...

ytd i wen to bloodbank@HSA to donate blood..de weather was terribly hot...n the place was quite cold...so the usual registration n medical screening...n guess wad..wen the doc took muh temp,it ws 37.7 degrees!i was quite shocked...so ya..the doc was nice,she told mi to wait for a while cos it might b due to the hot weather...so ya..n muh 2nd temp was still 37.7!!haha..so i wen out to drink some water to cool down..n muh 3rd temp was 37.4!haha..phew...so cleared tt...so i had to check for muh iron level...n it was onli 9.9!!!de min is 10.5 so tt i can donate..=(hmm...oh well, wen to c de same doc again n she gave some iron tablets to take..lol...haha...wad a wasted trip but de doc was reali nice...hehe...n i saw a Ferrari stopped in front of mi while i was waiting for the bus!!!haha..didnt manage to snap a pic cos i was admiring the beauty of the car..wah!!..reali cool car...
took 174 to plaza sing...walked arnd since its been a while i wen window shoppin...wanted to buy this korean drama series called women in the sun but it was a bit ex...will wait wen the price drops..hehe...
i told muh mum abt muh low iron level n she nagged at mi..cos recently i hav been cuttin dwn on muh food intake...lol...i try not to eat too much...n eat more veg...oh well, she say she will buy mi chicken liver to eat since it contains a lot of iron n i love to eat them!!!=p can't wait for the nxt blood donation!!
muh fav aunt&uncle came to muh house ytd....muh uncle recently came back frm Philippines n he got mi dis china brand hp..haha...quite cool cos it has tv!!de functions ar nt bad...haha...oh well,its free gift...=p
(n i might b goin langkawi for holiday in june!!wee!!!mayb...still under planning..)

...i am still thinking...

i am still thinking..
i made a decision in the past..
tt could change muh happiness..
my life...
did i regret muh decision?
mayb
mayb not..
i dunno hw muh heart feels...
i am still thinking...

...an accident made me realise...

i was on muh way home at 5 plus juz nw...den i heard dis loud brake sound..so i turned arnd n saw dis boi fell on de ground wif his bicycle.near him was a mercedes taxi and de driver came out to check de boi..i shud say de boi was lucky...he might onli suffer minor scratches n he can still get up n rode on his bicycle after tt...i tink de driver managed to stop on time & prevent from hitting de boi...reali...de boi is lucky to b alive...if not...i dunno...mayb he might suffer serious injuries...hu noes...

dis accident made me realise tt life is precious...i mean..u nv noe wad will happen in de nxt min /sec...things may happen for a reason n it was an eye opener for mi...i shud treasure muh life n make full use of every moment...any1's life is vulnerable to unexpected happenings tt no 1 could predict.. n i shud b careful everytime i cross roads...double check b4 i cross...cherish life to de fullest!=)

...i wonder...

sometimes i juz wonder...
y my heart feels dis way...
shugs..
how i wish i could understand wad my heart is telling mi..
so i wont think too much about it...

im super duper busy...haha...wif preparation for quiz on dis sat to completin muh mathematical report n 1st draft of academic writing report...time seems to fly in a split sec....n i will nv get back the time tt was gone in the past wks...oh well,had def sci lec juz nw...tot it would be interestin cos de topic was abt computational modelling..but it was a dissappointment..=(couldnt understand wad de lecturer was toking..duh...so i discussed calculus qns wif jovi..haha..at least time was nt wasted......alrght... gotta contd studyin for calculus mid term!chao!

...another wk gone...

i seriously think tt each wk is passing by v fast...wk 8 gone..n few more wks left to exam!!argh!!so well,wen for zoo trainin last sat...new stations:himadrayas baboon n reptile gardens..act i was kind of hesitant to go cos i HATE SNAKES!!it freaks mi out!!but lucky we don nd to handle snakes...phew...relief..so ya..met some cool frens..4got to get their no.s..as usual...got to touch a real snake..was ok...n saw a snake ate a rat..its lucky tt de rats nt alive...its interesting to noe more abt reptiles n baboons..i mean most of us wouldnt like them cos they scared us n stuff...but it was reali an eye opener for mi...had lunch at kfc...which was crowded...n there were baby guinea pigs n rabbits at RFKW!!!argh!!!didnt take a pic though but mayb dis sat...n eric,the zookeeper don let mi n emily carry them cos we were nt on duty...so sad...oh well..de zoo was crowded...n it rained in the evening..ended trainin early n ate b&j ice cream after trainin!!yummy!!
dad fetched mi cos muh family wanted to go sembawang shopping centre...every1 wen..amazingly...so yeah...there were nothin much there..but i managed to get a black top which was on sale..tanx mum!!so after tt we wen to sembawang park cos its been a long time since we wen there...after which we wen to pray at dis mosque near there ..i didnt noe tt mosque existed...den had dinner at bb...enjoyed muh sat even though felt tired....

...jason mraz concert!!!...

ytd was jason mraz's concert!!!decided nt to go for cs lec n hw tut..haha..so yeah..dad sent mi n muh bro to de indoor stadium...had dinner 1st at geylang bahru...amazingly i ate soup kambing!!well,i don reali fancy lamb cos there is a distinct smell..but dis was a exception...it was yummy!!no smell or strong taste of lamb at all...n de soup was superb!!
the concert was a blast!!!haha..1st time watched a live concert...was worth de money..hehe..managed to get side seats...ok la...we can de de side of the stage n there was a big screen on our rght...pics n videos on fb...cool concert!!yippee!!=)