...squid ink pasta with artichoke n cherry tomatoes...

mummy was curious abt the taste of squid ink pasta so we bought a packet at market place, Paragon...well,there is no taste of squid!haha...but still good!

...creamy mushroom soup

first time i made my own creamy mushroom soup...yummy!

...exams are over!!!...

weee!!!finally exams are over!!!last paper was on monday evening and I had to use my brain power to 'vomit' all the content since the questions were the same as the discussions questions tt my prof discussed...alhamdullilah...my mummy asked how was my paper when i got home & tt question juz made my day...=)

im thinking of my career prospect after i graduate..currently im still sitting on the fence trying to figure out all different possibilities & opportunities..i went to army women's career seminar last sun..was an eye opener for me & im giving a career in the army a thought...i mean there are lots of things tt i can learn & new experiences tt some other jobs might not offer..well,im still planning now...

n ohh..holidaes holidaes holidaes...nd to start my exercise regime!!

oh my my..i realised i have not been updating myself...hehe

wad to do..been occupied wif test, quizzes n project..phew...n its already 1 week after recess wk!!!which means exams are near!!!=(

will b having 2 tests this wk...spanish n energy...im more worried for spanish cos i juz got tips frm my fren's tutor who is also taking spanish but diff class..lots to rmbr but i will try my best for mon's test..insyaAllah..oh well,i have already su-ed it..so..not much to worry too much n besides my tutor told us not to b too stress abt it..

dad is away for work related in mecca..dad calls everday..haha...its so nice tt my parents are so love-vy love-vy though they are married for 21 yrs nw...my mum says she reali misses my dad n she always counts wad time issit there...when i c my mum counts, i cant help it but smile to myself...love is beautiful & strong...well,i juz hope tt when its my time to embark on a marriage life,i wish it would b like my parents...insyaAllah=)

selepas tgk ketika cinta bertasbih 1 &2, i sedar tt pertemuan, jodoh semua di tangan Allah...kite merancang tetapi Dia yang menentu kannya..masyaAllah


i da solo da n im enjoying being tt..=) i tak mau talk abt it..Allah saje yang tahu hw i feel..sekarang im concentrating on my studies...4th yr!hish...da tue seh!insyAllah im working to improve my cGPA=)work hard baby!

n alhamdullillah i dpt study award!!yeah!the last time tt i will get..=(

oh la la!today is pasta day!!!decided to cook pasta for myself, my bro n mummy..yummy!!this is mine..its linguine oglio oglio wif mini scallop n prawn=)

Alhamdullillah..ya Allah,Engkau telah beri ku petunjuk untuk membuat keputusan yang sebaik-baiknya
Dan ku terima dengan reda. Amin

learn to take things positively...

no matter wad,life has to go on..

no matter wad, life has to go on...

...la costra nostra!!!...

juz camp back frm dis yr's mls& perbayu foc camp, la costra nostra!!!gerek!!even though i didnt wen for the 1st day, it was superb!!thumbs up to the adhocs for the great camp!!this will b the last foc camp tt i can help out since i will be graduating nxt yr, insyaAllah=)

u make mi smile=)

yeah!!!i passed my FA for world of coffee!!!!alhamdullilah=)
the trouble of gg back to n fro my outlet juz to get my program training timesheet was not a waste...was supposed to have my FA at 11am but my om was nt there to pass mi my training timesheet..so i had to rush to outlet at 12plus then off to hq in bukit merah.
was quite nervous but felt better after the q&a where the tester said i was v well prepared for it...but i still nd to work on making cappucino...i put a little too much milk..hehe..nervous la!

ytd wen to mus hse for a skype wif naz & pizza party...it was her birthday ytd so we sang her a birthday song n ate infront of her..oopss..sorry eh naz!we oso watched niyang rapik tanx to nas..haha...funi show...had super lots of fun ytd tanx to mus's mom for the food & great company!!n we shud definitely do this more often!!!

"a cute soft toy tt i will buy instantly frm the shelf..."

...world of coffee!!!...

had world of coffee classes ytd n sat...reali interesting claz even though it was soo tiring..made a couple of new frens too!!!n i will b having my final assessment this thurs..so pray hard tt i can pass!!!=)

...expressing love...

its been a while since i last update myself..been busy wif work...go back home n i feel reali tred...huh...working is not easy man...

so ytd i worked closing..dad decided to pick mi up....we were talking in the car abt hw we spent our day..he had a conversation wif his fren at work:

his fren: abang!you haven go back ar?
dad: not yet la. Im fetching my daughter.
his fren: your daughter how old ar ,abang?
dad: 21 plus
his fren:wah!so old already u still fetch ar?
dad:ya lar!i love my daughter wad!

upon hearing it, i felt reali touched!my dad seldom express his words through words..usually by his actions!!im reali glad for having great parents!alhamdullilah!=)
they nv get tired giving their best to make us happy n always rmbr wad we like,wad we like to eat n best of all, they treat us 4 equally..love them!!!

...new experience...

its been a while since i last update...been working in coffee bean for 2 wks oreadi...its been tiring, new , hectic...since there is alot of things tt i nd to learn n be familiar with...part of me wans to give up, part of me wans to continue...well, after 2dae's expresso brew training i decided to stay till aug n c how it goes...working for 2 wk make me realise its nt easy working...studying is definitely a lot more better i guess...but i won't give up easily!!!im thinking abt my grad trip to new zealand...=) fighting, afnie!!!

met up with my parents at orchard after training juz nw...omg!!!sales are everywhere!!!i wan go shopping!!!!n i bought this babydoll dress which is on 20% discount...dad's treat!!hehe....im definitely gg shopping on my off day..yeah!!

partly im nervous,excited,scared...wooo!!!all the emotions!!!

i've gotta give it a shot on tue!!!=)

everyone loves chocolates rght???!!

..wee!!exams are finally over!!

oh yes!!!i finished my last paper on fri....been sick for the past few days...flu, cough,headache,fever...gosh..its not nice to b sick when u are having exams..but alhamdullilah i pulled thru my coding theory paper considering i wasnt in my best health...

n i didnt get my internship..but its ok...mayb there's a reason behind it n im taking it positively..no sweat!im trying to look for part time now considering i hav till end of aug till new sem starts...woo!!n yes!full swing preparation for project yusra, which will be on 29may..insyaAllah...

im hoping for good things to come during my sem holidays!!!=)

...비빔밥...

i made my own 비빔밥 (bibimbap) for lunch today!yummy!=)

we are all humans..
we do make mistakes sometimes..
im no exception...

all the best to everyone taking the exam this sem!!!!아짜!!!파이팅!!

...what if...

what if tt was the last day tt i will see you alive??tt was wad i was thinking when tt incident happened. it happended like this...
my younger bro had his cca camp in sch while we were at chalet. my dad received a call frm his teacher saying my bro wasnt feeling well n vomitted. so, i followed my dad to fetch him frm sch.we thought it was nothing juz normal vomitting. but when i saw him lying on the bed in the sick bay,i had a shock of my life..he was breathing as though like a fish gasping for breath. im not kidding.he had difficulty breathing n he felt cramp on his hands.surprisingly, the sick bay had no glucose or oxygen mask. my dad was the one who initiated to call the ambulance wen his condition did not improve.

while waiting for the ambulance, thoughts came running thru my mind..
what if something worse happen?
what if he suddenly had fit?

my heart was pounding like mad bcos the teacher had no sense of emergency to send him to the hospital immediately when he was breathing like tt.anything could happen cos this is life n death.when i saw him breathing like tt,i was soo scared. i was juz praying to Allah in my heart to save my baby brother.Alhamdullilah, he is ok nw and he had severe dehydration. im juz glad tt he is alive with no other serious condition.

this black incident sure made me realise the importance of life and treasuring every moment i have with my family. never take things for granted and always be grateful for what we have in life.to my dear baby brother, i am reali reali grateful tt you are still alive after what happened.love love you!!!

new spaghetti recipe: spinach spaghetti with zuchini and home made basil pesto sauce!=)

i realise now u can't be too trusting with some ppl..least they will backstab u n cause pain emotionally n mentally...

my younger bro is off to NS!!finally!!hope tt he take care of himself n get to experience something new=)

...homemade baked tomatoes...

i juz made a jar of baked tomatoes..been making them for a while now...its yummy wen cooked with spaghetti...=)

im sooo glad that i got a pretty nice timetable dis sem...i juz nd to go to sch for 3 days per wk!!!yeah!!!amacam....hehe...wed n fri free!!!so i can rest n do muh tuts so tt im free on wkends!!!wahaha!!!=) i like!!!

i have been working part time as a phone interviewer last jan..onli for a abt 10-12hrs...i shud say its a whole new experience for mi cos i've never done anything like phone interview b4...not exactly muh ideal job but ok la...juz to earn some bucks n experience..currently im doing another phone interview job which will end nxt wk...=)

its less than 24hrs n i'm already missing their presence...=(

..a new yr!!!..

yeah!!!finally 2010 has arrived!!!
i shud say 2009 was a roller coaster ride for mi..lots of things happen...sad, happy moments...n best memories i had was de qk camp!!hehe..met some new frens tt i tot i won't find in ntu...since muh course has not many mly undergrads...2009 has been great n looking forward to 2010!! will be busy wif ad hoc meetings,industrial attachment..yadee...yadee...i juz hope tt 2010 will b a meaningful yr for mi, hope to learn from de past & bcome a better person spiritually n mentally n physically..insyaAllah!=)